When I belived..... I felt he spoke to my Heart.....
He felt like a very Close Friend and I talked to him Often....
Today..... I don't know if you can call me an Atheist .......
I grew tired of that relationship and when I decided to Leave....... I left him and Jesus.
They we're real friends who I felt let me down because "I Truly Believed" and was allowed to be misled.
Many tried to tell me you can't blame God for that....
I beg to differ... I did Blame them and have decided to walk away from them for allowing me to feel and trust what I saw in the Bible...
As if a REAL Friend stabbed me in the back and Laughed....
Today I feel better off without their Friendship.... and yes I have stopped believing they ever exsisted...
I'm at this forum to debate the things I learned and never trying to tell others you are Stupid for having Faith.
My wife is a Strong Christian and I have allowed myself to be Blessed by her Pastor cause it was important to her.
God speaks to her Daily she says and I don't mock her... yrs ago I was very sick and she was worried for me I allowed her to put her hands on me while she Prayed for me.....
I think she would say the same thing
God speaks to her thru her Heart....... and She Is a Better person for that.